lol

when i cant put down me and D de relation...
who is the one ask me don be so stupid..
nw u choose to be stupid...
i admit...i will put down her,also cuz of u....u giv me support...
juz will make me forget...u tel me...i continue love also no use...but nw??
u cant get me but scold me???say me is third party...
i most hate ppl say me is third party...
pls don do tis.....
i still can be ur fren,but u say me till like tis...thxs...
pls get lost if don trust me
i said...i juz wanna enjoy my single life....u noe i like JC....
but she choose to be ur fren...still say fren important...but u got think be4...
y v din together...juz becuz of u...she treat u as fren...but hw u treat bac her.....
till nw...my heart also never change...i juz hope tat can play only...
i really don hope to love again..my hurt havent recover...
hw i wan accept u....pls...u say u treat fren gud...hw abt her??
y wanna hate her...she din do anythings wrong...tat day she din delete the relation also cuz she donno wat u talking...
i am the one who ask her put...juz becuz wanna play with her...but hw u treat us....suddenly mad then scold...tat time i havent like her...
juz becuz of ur attitude...make me dislike u.....i said d...i wan u change ur attitude...but did u do tis???u don ever try.....
i really don hope to hurt u...but everytime when i reply u..
.hw u treat me...
fuck...nw still wan say me is third party....fine....
then juz let it go....start from nw i am not whose....i juz belongs to myself...
and u....the one who say me...pls get lost!!!!!!

single life

single single and single...
don trust love anymore...
all also the same...
same will love me...will treat me gud...but at last also choose fren ...
nvm...then start from now v are juz fren.....
mb be ur fren u will juz feel more important....
i am juz a toy...
toy tat being ppl play one and one time...
no nid love anymore...
pls get lost!!!!

执著

wat is love???
wat is promise???
i really donno... i don even wan to noe...
cuz i noe i wont noe abt tis forvever...
y everytime when u use true heart to luv someone but u will get hurt...
start from now....
cindy law...u should wake...
love juz a liar....
be happy then enough...
wat u waiting...
she already gone and don even turn bac to care abt u...
juz ask for normal care she also cant giv...
wat u still waiting...
for her...u just nth....maybe...u juz wait for the last chance...
u still donwan to accept...she will treat u in tis way...
but u hav to accept....
u also had to accept in new relation...
so many choices...
don turn bac...i noe i should nt turn bac...
but i really miss the every moment v stay together....
it really sweet...but already pass...
i hope....u will be happy in the future...
tats enough...
every 1st time...
i will remember.....
the love behind ur back....
i will rememeber...how i did it...
hope u wont forget also....
i will force myself to put it down...juz hope u still accept me as fren...
the boxes tat full of our memory...i hope i can keep it....
hope u wont forget our memory...
i will quit...and choose for my new life...
cuz ur future dream already nt me....
u choose to lost in my world...i being lie from ur liar.....
juz play...i will still love u much...do u still remember tis...
i will remember...always rememeber....
no more 300809.....ended....u choose to throw me away...
i juz can accept...nth i can do....juz can hide the love deeply in my heart...

Finally Ended

Tired Tired and Tired....
finally it REALLY ENDED
our 5 month....
is meaningful for us...but hw abt u...
u promise me wont meet her...
promise me will juz treat her as fren
everytime whn i trust u....
u give me a big big liar....
if time can turn back....
i wont call ur dad...even i worried really hav smth happen to u
cuz whn i cal he....he ask me y tis time she nt bring u bac but bring others gal bac...
my heart...very pain....u 2 still donwan admit it...
u off ur phone...lost again....
i really tired of worried and finding you..
you tell me i am the most important...
but i cant feel so...i say u wn meet with her can
but had to tell me
but u choose to lie me...
is ok....
all tis will ended...
i will still treat u as my sor lou...
hope u will also....
i turn bac to the time we havent together....
when u nid me then find me...
v chat everyday with full of happiness...
good bye my love...u will always inside my heart...i will hide it deeply in my heart....
now....i will choose to be with u....even u noe than i still love her much...i promise u nt to turn bac..i promise u wont smoke...i promise u wont drink anymore....i will do it.....i love u....i will try my best to forget and love u....but...i had to wait for her final answer...hope tat answer wont disappointed me.....5 month...it really a very gud memory....

time

Time
running with time now...
it really make me suffer and tired enough..
pls end my life...
everythings gone when the life end...
really wonder,
how is the world u live when pass away
i think there will be no more stress and unhappy
tats enough
bring me there
please

ended

It really ended
tis sem sure will be terminate
my study, my life in Kampar
i give up
my heart, already tired...
maybe, the far love juz will you miss for it...
but nt the ppl always stay beside u..
i keep stay beside you,
did so many things,
but wat i get is cooler and cooler
maybe really should leave,
leave here, and juz be alone and wish you
wish u will happy always..
and sorry, i cant make my promise
sorry

trust

Trust...
haiz...really...complicated..
love ar love...y u keep giving me problem...
y i cant trust u...
but u can fully trust me that i wont together with he...
am i really wont...
yes...i wont..because i love u with full heart
cant for others anymore...
but...are you the same????
i really..donno...what should i do..
i cant make any decision
i choose to continue but u continue giving me hurt...
maybe it really need time...
think that you can acc me before you back..
but...u need to back sunday.
3 week...
it really suffer to leave u 3 week...
i need you..always need you by my side...
but...are you the same..??
i cant live without u...
are you the same..??
i really donno...
should i continue like tis,
so many advise given by others..
but i also choose to wait...
i hope that, u wont make me disappointed..
i love u
MC dino, i love u, i still waiting,wait u bac to my side with full heart.
i hope i can wait till tis happen...

haiz....

suddenly feel lonely...
haiz...
faster end the exam..i going to die..
leave suffer,don leave suffer also..
wat should i do???
nth...useless cindy law...
remember wat ah D tell you...
u must remember...
must remember always and forever..
wat he told me...
i will always remember...thxs..
glad to have u as friend..i feel better...
love......love.....love.....haiz.....
i wanna change..change many things...
i should change and must change...
jia you...cindy law...u can do it...

放手

is time to put it down...
u should do this long time ago...
cindy law...u juz will make her unhappy...
let her go...she will be happy...
wish her...
i wish you to be happy always...
cuz i also will...
just hope that...she wont being hurt again...
dear...i keep on stop u nt becuz of i bu gan xin
is becuz i don hope u being hurt again...
cuz i help u find bac happy..i don hope u will being hurt again
but nw u feel u found new happy...
i will wish u....
at least...my heart still love u...u can feel it..it already enough..
really enough...
MC dino..
u will always in my heart...forever....
5 month....v have sad,unhappy..
but most of our time was happy de...already can be the best memories....
i love you de heart wont change forever....
it wont change

love

i really cant believe tat...i choose to continue..
even i noe tat she had another gal..
maybe the sentence tat ppl always say is rite
love is blind
i noe she still love me...
i noe i love her much....
so i wont give up...
cuz my life juz continue with u..
no others...i just want u...
u are my everythings...hopes u think the same way with me..
i love you much...i will accept...really...muax

trust=hurt

I noe all is my fault....all tis i made myself
but i really love u much...i choose to continue
choose to wait u
i scare that u leave me...
cuz i really cant lost u...
i love u more than love myself...
pls pls pls
dun hurt me anymore....
i cant stand for it d...
really cant....
i hope u will remember wat u promise me..
i will always remember...cuz i need u...juz u...

fang qi

zhe shi wei le ni er fang yi de

ye xu jiu kuai zou dao le jing tou,
buguan suo you de ren zen me quan wo ,wo dou bu ting
zui jin wai gong sheng bing le ,yi tian bi yi tian de xu ruo ,zhen de hen dan xin
yao kao shi le, zhen de hao ya li
dan shi zai zhe ge shi hou ,ta gao shu wo ta bian le
chong qian na ge zhan you yu hen qiang, hen ai wo de ta.jian jian gai bian le
bian de dui wo fa hen da de pi qi , dui wo hen leng dan
wo zhen de hao xin ku,wei shen me dou xuan zai zhe ge xing qi ,zhen de hen nan ao
wo zhen de hao xin ku ,hao xiang li kai
shi shi jian fang qi le ma?chong qian xu yao wo de ta ..yi jing bu yao wo le
gang gang yi ting dao ta shuo ta bian le ,yan lei jiu liu le xia lai
zhen de hao mei yong, kuai 5 ge yue le
wei shen me zai wo zui ai ta shi,que gei wo zhe ge da an
hao bu rong yi shou shi le xin qing, gao shu ta jiu suan pi qi zai zen me bu hao
wo dou yuan yi wei le ta bu fa pi qi ,shen me dou ke yi
yuan lai zhi you wo zai pa shi qu ,bei diu xia,
hen wu zhu de gan jue zhen de hen pa
gang gang yu dao le yi ge wo gen ta de peng you,Ah D
ta gen wo shuo le hen duo shi qing ,you an wei de,you jiao dao de..
you rang wo jue wu de....
ta kan dao wo shou shang de shang hen,wen wo fa sheng shen me shi
wo mei shuo,buguo ta zhi dao le
ta wen wo...dao di zhi de ma..wo shuo zhi de..
ta quan wo , jin liang bie ba shi ren de shi qing ying xiang dao gong zuo
hai you ta de peng you,wo xheng ren zhe shi wo de cuo
wo zhen de xheng ren shi wo de cuo
dui bu qi , ah chai, ah Q, ah D, ah yee
ma fan dao ni men zhen de hen dui bu qi
mei yong qi qing kou gen ni men shuo dui bu qi,
xi wang ni men gan jue dao
hai you zui zhong yao de
wo zui ai de ni
zhen de zhen de dui bu qi
xie xie ni yi zhi yi lai de bao rong
ye xu ah d shuo de dui
zhe shi wo men zhi jian de kao yan
neng guo jiu ji xu
bu neng jiu fang shou
wo xiang ni ying gai xiang wo fang shou ba
gan jue wo rang ni hen tao yan wo...
zhen de hao xin ku...
ni yao wo zou...wo jiu hui ma shang xiao shi...
bu yao zai dui wo leng dan le...
hu leng hu ri...nong dao wo hao xin ku...bi si hai yao tong ku

放弃

也许就快走到了尽头。
不管所有的人，再怎么劝我，我都不听。。
最近外公病了，一天比一天的虚弱，真的好担心
要考试了，真的好压力。。
但是在这个时候，她告诉我她变了。。
从前那个占有欲很强，很爱我的她，渐渐改变了。。
变的对我发很大的脾气，对我很冷淡。。
我真的好辛苦，为什么都选在这个星期，真的好难熬。
我真的好辛苦，好像离开。。
是时间放弃了吗？从前需要我的她。。已经不需要我了。。
刚刚一听到她说她变了，眼泪就流了下来。。
真的好没用，快五个月了，为什么在我最爱她时。。
却给我这个答案，好不容易收拾了心情，告诉她就算她脾气再怎么不好，
我都愿意为了她不发脾气，什么都可以，
原来只有我在害怕失去，被丢下，很无助的感觉真的很可怕。
刚刚遇到了一个我跟她的朋友，Ah D 他跟我说了很多事
他看到我手上的伤痕，问我发生什么事，不过他也知道了，
他问我这样做到底值得吗。。我说值得，他却劝我，尽量别把私人的事情带到去其他人身上
我承认这是我的错，对不起，ah chai ,ah Q, ah D, ah yee, 麻烦到你们
真的很对不起，没勇气直接向你们说，希望你们感觉到，
还有最重要的，我最爱的你，对不起，谢谢你一直以来的容忍，
也许ah D 说的对，这也许是考验，如果过，就继续，不能就放手。
我想，你很想我放手吧，如果你要我走，我就马上消失，
不要再对我冷淡，真的让我比死还要痛苦。。

爱情=伤害

真的很不明白，尽了全力要去维持的爱。
得到的还是伤害。。
总之我就是那么的不值得你去珍惜
再继续也是浪费大家的时间。。
就分开吧
我真的相信，爱情不能是永远的
我的每段恋情都不会过半年，
这一次也不例外
我付出了那么多，得到的却是伤害
为了我的单身欢呼吧
Cindy Law 你是时候变回之前的那个你
别再相信爱情了，它只是个伤害！！！！！