lol

when i cant put down me and D de relation...
who is the one ask me don be so stupid..
nw u choose to be stupid...
i admit...i will put down her,also cuz of u....u giv me support...
juz will make me forget...u tel me...i continue love also no use...but nw??
u cant get me but scold me???say me is third party...
i most hate ppl say me is third party...
pls don do tis.....
i still can be ur fren,but u say me till like tis...thxs...
pls get lost if don trust me
i said...i juz wanna enjoy my single life....u noe i like JC....
but she choose to be ur fren...still say fren important...but u got think be4...
y v din together...juz becuz of u...she treat u as fren...but hw u treat bac her.....
till nw...my heart also never change...i juz hope tat can play only...
i really don hope to love again..my hurt havent recover...
hw i wan accept u....pls...u say u treat fren gud...hw abt her??
y wanna hate her...she din do anythings wrong...tat day she din delete the relation also cuz she donno wat u talking...
i am the one who ask her put...juz becuz wanna play with her...but hw u treat us....suddenly mad then scold...tat time i havent like her...
juz becuz of ur attitude...make me dislike u.....i said d...i wan u change ur attitude...but did u do tis???u don ever try.....
i really don hope to hurt u...but everytime when i reply u..
.hw u treat me...
fuck...nw still wan say me is third party....fine....
then juz let it go....start from nw i am not whose....i juz belongs to myself...
and u....the one who say me...pls get lost!!!!!!

single life

single single and single...
don trust love anymore...
all also the same...
same will love me...will treat me gud...but at last also choose fren ...
nvm...then start from now v are juz fren.....
mb be ur fren u will juz feel more important....
i am juz a toy...
toy tat being ppl play one and one time...
no nid love anymore...
pls get lost!!!!

执著

wat is love???
wat is promise???
i really donno... i don even wan to noe...
cuz i noe i wont noe abt tis forvever...
y everytime when u use true heart to luv someone but u will get hurt...
start from now....
cindy law...u should wake...
love juz a liar....
be happy then enough...
wat u waiting...
she already gone and don even turn bac to care abt u...
juz ask for normal care she also cant giv...
wat u still waiting...
for her...u just nth....maybe...u juz wait for the last chance...
u still donwan to accept...she will treat u in tis way...
but u hav to accept....
u also had to accept in new relation...
so many choices...
don turn bac...i noe i should nt turn bac...
but i really miss the every moment v stay together....
it really sweet...but already pass...
i hope....u will be happy in the future...
tats enough...
every 1st time...
i will remember.....
the love behind ur back....
i will rememeber...how i did it...
hope u wont forget also....
i will force myself to put it down...juz hope u still accept me as fren...
the boxes tat full of our memory...i hope i can keep it....
hope u wont forget our memory...
i will quit...and choose for my new life...
cuz ur future dream already nt me....
u choose to lost in my world...i being lie from ur liar.....
juz play...i will still love u much...do u still remember tis...
i will remember...always rememeber....
no more 300809.....ended....u choose to throw me away...
i juz can accept...nth i can do....juz can hide the love deeply in my heart...

Finally Ended

Tired Tired and Tired....
finally it REALLY ENDED
our 5 month....
is meaningful for us...but hw abt u...
u promise me wont meet her...
promise me will juz treat her as fren
everytime whn i trust u....
u give me a big big liar....
if time can turn back....
i wont call ur dad...even i worried really hav smth happen to u
cuz whn i cal he....he ask me y tis time she nt bring u bac but bring others gal bac...
my heart...very pain....u 2 still donwan admit it...
u off ur phone...lost again....
i really tired of worried and finding you..
you tell me i am the most important...
but i cant feel so...i say u wn meet with her can
but had to tell me
but u choose to lie me...
is ok....
all tis will ended...
i will still treat u as my sor lou...
hope u will also....
i turn bac to the time we havent together....
when u nid me then find me...
v chat everyday with full of happiness...
good bye my love...u will always inside my heart...i will hide it deeply in my heart....
now....i will choose to be with u....even u noe than i still love her much...i promise u nt to turn bac..i promise u wont smoke...i promise u wont drink anymore....i will do it.....i love u....i will try my best to forget and love u....but...i had to wait for her final answer...hope tat answer wont disappointed me.....5 month...it really a very gud memory....

time

Time
running with time now...
it really make me suffer and tired enough..
pls end my life...
everythings gone when the life end...
really wonder,
how is the world u live when pass away
i think there will be no more stress and unhappy
tats enough
bring me there
please

ended

It really ended
tis sem sure will be terminate
my study, my life in Kampar
i give up
my heart, already tired...
maybe, the far love juz will you miss for it...
but nt the ppl always stay beside u..
i keep stay beside you,
did so many things,
but wat i get is cooler and cooler
maybe really should leave,
leave here, and juz be alone and wish you
wish u will happy always..
and sorry, i cant make my promise
sorry

trust

Trust...
haiz...really...complicated..
love ar love...y u keep giving me problem...
y i cant trust u...
but u can fully trust me that i wont together with he...
am i really wont...
yes...i wont..because i love u with full heart
cant for others anymore...
but...are you the same????
i really..donno...what should i do..
i cant make any decision
i choose to continue but u continue giving me hurt...
maybe it really need time...
think that you can acc me before you back..
but...u need to back sunday.
3 week...
it really suffer to leave u 3 week...
i need you..always need you by my side...
but...are you the same..??
i cant live without u...
are you the same..??
i really donno...
should i continue like tis,
so many advise given by others..
but i also choose to wait...
i hope that, u wont make me disappointed..
i love u
MC dino, i love u, i still waiting,wait u bac to my side with full heart.
i hope i can wait till tis happen...